i miss you. that's it.

missing in action
and you dont get it
i'm there
i always was
but i guess
it wasnt
good enough
for you

and now i'm lost
and we dont talk anymore
and i dont
know what to
do about it

and i need your help
cause i dont know if i can make it to the kitchen

---MRS 11/30/06

i just need to say

i just need to say
that i think you're being stupid

i think you should know
that this hurts
this here,
this talking to you,
it hurts.

it's killing me to sit here
and to say this to you,
but i love you and i miss you
so come back soon.
you've been gone for so long
and i'm scared.

i'm scared that you're lost.
and i just needed to say that.

i think you're being really stupid.

--MRS 11/28/06

sleep

resist the temptation
dont fall into slumber
careful not to slip into unconsciousness
there are no nets to catch you
to stop you from succombing
to the the subconscious, deceptive hallucinations
that program and preprogram your opinions

and yet, despite your effort
to ignor the sweet lullaby
the drowsiness, all encompassing
eventually commandeering your awareness

--MRS 11/26/06