it's the only way

still missing?
yeah, i think so.

Well guess what?
I'm fed up.
But I wont tell you,
Cause two can play this game.

You lie,
I lie.
it's that easy, sweetie.

I'm gonna love you anyway,
But I'm not gonna be there.
I'm not gonna tell you what I think,
And I'm not gonna help you.
I'm gonna let you screw this up,
ANd I might laugh and write a poem about it
Because that's the only way you're gonna know.

Just fix yourself for me.
Fix all of yourselves.

My new years resolution: Not involve myself. Not tell you anything substantial. Hide my tears from only you. Show you how it feels.


--MRS 12/31/06

Castles

upwards of this:

i want to move away,

fly to my castle in the clouds

and live where the people can't touch me.

i want to go back

to a time when it didn't matter

i wish i could just go

to a castle in the ground

and live where the people can't see me.

if only i could return

then i could see my mistakes

and then maybe i could be

in my castle in the ocean

and living where the people can't hear me.

perhaps, in my perfect world,

i'd be living in a castle that i built.

it would span the earth

it would cover everything

and only i would be allowed.

only i could go in because

only i can let me go.


--MRS 12/8/06