maintenance

i'm sorry if i'm broken.
but let me tell you why.
let me show you how.
and maybe you will understand.

i need somebody else to care
i need something
because this isn't working
i'm so broken
so breaking
and nobody notices.

there are other broken toys
i know
they need the same attention
but why do they get it?

who told you i was fine?
who told you i got better?
who told you you could move on now?

i want to be selfish now
because none of you are getting it
and i need you to.

because i'm sick of being sad.
and i can cry myself to sleep every night
but nobody will know.
nobody is there to see it.

restart the machine
over and over
until it starts to work
it keeps freezing
when you aren'ts looking
but you wont notice.

-MRS
11/5/07