"but it's just a waste of time. Yeah, it's such a waste of time."

Sunday, March 30, 2008

if it doesn't make sense

i cant hurt you. i dont want to hurt you. and i'm scared that i will. and i know that i will. and you just need to find this. i don't think i'm too big of a fan of immediate reactions.

this wall has been up from the start.
the start of everything.
and i thought that you knew that He would always come first.

i don't do hate and i refuse to be mad.
i do not expect the same.

no matter who you are,
you will only ever rank second best.
and you may be my world, you may be my home
but i have to---

i have to.......you......
you have to...
i don't know what to do.

--MRS 3/30/08

and if this doesn't make sense
you will know that it's not for you.

and if it does...
it isn't about you.
it's not for you
or against you.
if it does,
it is to you.

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