better

it's okay now.
it's better.
i want to be positive for once.

so i wrote you a letter
i mailed it out
but i don't know your address.

who's reading my words?

and those few who really, truely cared
are still there
they are closer
and they are with me
and i'm better
'cause they fixed me
just by caring
and by being there.

i shoo them away and they force themselves back
and i push them back
but relentlessness is key.
perseverance is key.

and i've got people now
who will last me for life
and who don't just want to talk about now.

important things
that i keep inside
they force me to tell them
and we let the truth out.


---MRS 7/7/07