so...

so the selfish girl is back again.
i'm writing to no one
but hoping you'll read it
and i don't need you anymore.

so what were we all?
the time flew by and we called our lives fun
until one by one we dropped like flies.

we can't fix it now,
don't try. stop trying.
we can't be friends
because i don't need you anymore.

so after the year we drudged through
and the deceit we ignored,

i realized what we did.
everything that hurts is gone
because i hid it.
you hid it.
because it's ugly.


but i don't care if you aren't a beautiful person
i only care if you're a liar
i'm nowhere near perfect, and i don't expect you to care
so why would you think i'm so hypocritical?


then again,
i don't care if you ARE beautiful.


--MRS 7-17-07

and that's why i'm not gonna see any of you at the party